tiba masanya.

few days ago, something happened! ahh, sangat spoil tahu. my blog, entah apa kena, jadi slow gila lambat nak mampus loading. its not the same problem as others, yang blog lambat scroll sebab banyak gadget and berat. my blog punya lain sikit. bila klik link blog, dia akan loading dan loading dan loading tanpa keluar sebarang gambar, warna (except for PUTIH), title or whatever. cuma link semata mata yang tengah loading.
lepastu, bila orang cakap masalah gadget, mula laa kelam kabutnya delete gadget satu satu, nak tgk berkurang tak problemnya. hampehhh! takda jugak. last last, delete punya delete, sampai tinggal bahagian post dengan followers ja. yang lain termasuk header dengan history, semua dibuang. post post lama pon banyak dipadam, sebab kononnya memberatkan blog. yes, i did it! -.-
last last blog hancur. muahahaha! well done Nurul Hasniza! >_< so, i've decide, i have to repair it. godek sana sini, i found THIS! ohmyy, alhamdulillah, senang kerja sikit.
dengan menggunakan sedikit ilmu yang ada, tukar sana sini, godek sana godek sini, padam sana, tambah sini (tapi banyaknya colour ja lah tukaq pungg. hihi), alhamdulillah, this is the result. alhamdulillah. huhu

to Cik Nabila Medan, hihi. Nuha guna template ni taw. and Nuha dah tukar tukar habis dah. huhu. bytheway, nice work you have there! keep it up. hihi. thanks :)

hopefully lepas ni jangan buat hal lagi ehh incik blog. haihh.

krek krek krek...

aku sebenarnya tak tahu nak merapu apa kat sini. sekadar menaip apa yang terlintas di dalam otak. mengalami kemarau idea mungkin? ahaha. persetankan semuanya.

taip padam taip padam taip padam. entah yang keberapa kali, aku pon tak pasti. cuti kan, otak pon macam nak ikut serta bercuti. bercuti dari memikirkan masalah-masalah yang tak pernah rasa jemu nak ganggu hidup seorang yang bernama manusia. 

cuti semester pun dah nak habes. masih berbaki dua minggu. dan sudah dua minggu jugak aku hanya menghabiskan masa di rumah. hanya sehari aku berjaya meloloskan diri bersama yang tersayang tersayang. oh, terima kasih kalian sudi menemani. hiks.
semester depan menanti. tapi, sebelum memasuki era semester enam, dua tarikh perlu dilepasi. tanggal 1 Disember 2012. tarikh pengumuman number bilik untuk warga kamsis. ohmaii, aku tak sanggup. why don't you let us choose our own roommates? please? lepastu 10 Disember 2012. the result. oh, hat ni serious 'seqiau'. hope everythings gonna be just okaaaaay! amin!

semester enam. is everything gonna be okay? is it difficult and more struggle than before? okay, i should start thinking about it now!

as long as you love me

Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me

As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me



*i will love you too :)

jiwa? aku perlu cuba.

You don't have to be great to get started, just get started to be great. - Denise Clark

i found a blog. i found a profile. i found an inspiration.
dia si gadis borneo. 
kata katanya memberi inspirasi. gambar gambarnya mempunyai reaksi.

kurniaan tuhan. tak mampu dihalang oleh siapa siapa. dia mampu berbicara. dia mampu berkarya. dia mempunyai jiwa.

aku tak cakap aku tak mempunyai jiwa. aku tak kata kau takda jiwa. aku tak sebut mereka tidak berjiwa. bagi aku, semua diciptakan mempunyai jiwa. antara guna atau tidak. itu ja.
aku? aku manusia biasa. aku masih meneroka. aku masih belajar.

mencuba sesuatu yang baru tak salah bukan? aku ingin cuba. aku pun nak berjaya. aku tak ingin menjadi seperti mereka. aku punya hidup aku sendiri. dijadikan sebagai Nurul Hasniza untuk mak dan abah. tak perlu menjadi si peniru untuk mendapat jiwa baru.
aku bersyukur dijadikan aku, sekuntum bunga milik seorang penjual biasa dan pekerja industri.


aku tak ingin menjadi sepertimu wahai anak borneo. aku cuma ingin belajar seperti mana kamu belajar menjiwai sesuatu.

aku ingin mencuba.

*gambar takda kena mengena*

aku cuba menjadi aku. yang baru.

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selamat maju jaya kepada semua students politeknik seluruh Malaysia yang akan start exam esok, especially students PTSS and JRKV :')
all the best, beat the rest!

*me have no final paper this semester, and insyaALLAH next semester too :)

ianya berakhir...

hellllooooooo!
14 November, the time when i returned the room key, officially, saya bukan lagi pelajar semester lima PTSS sesi Jun 2012. hihihi
semester enam dah menanti. my final semester and final year. semoga semuanya berjalan lancar.
sesungguhnya, semester lima adalah satu semester yang banyak mengajar aku erti kerjasama, persahabatan, kesabaran dan tanggungjawab. sumpah, this semester in one of the tough semester i've ever get through. and syukur alhamdulillah, dah berakhir. resultnya, we'll see. harap harap takda yang kecundang. 
doakan aku :')

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someone gave me this video. someone yang taknak diketahui identitinya. i don't know why. only he knows the reason :')

*thankyou for the video. i appreciate it very damn much :')

final hectic weeks.

hey hey heyyyyo!
i'm back! hihihi.   yeah, another hectic weeks. and this is the final weeks. ohmaii. maybe, this is the last week for me as a semester five students. next sem, which is on this December, i'll be holding the title of final year students, semester six! Ya Allah, macam tak sabar pon ada, macam takut pon ada. how come? hahahaha.
okay, last week memang busy teruk. busy dengan event. VISCOM and DINNER SEMESTER ENAM dah setel, alhamdulillah! walaupun tak sepenuhnya sempurna, tapi still dapat sambutan yang menggalakkan. THANKYOU SO MUCH pada yang involve!
gambar, next entry lah kot. line not so good right now, masa pon mencemburui kita. wakakaka! 
so, minggu ni minggu last, ofcourse la semua nak kena setel minggu ni kan? course kami takda final exam. yeah, no final paper. yang ada cuma final projects. and this week, gonna be minggu final presentation! this is not good. memang serabut teruk. huhu
haritu banyak tinggal kerja sebab sebok dengan event. minggu nie memang kena habes habesan la bertungkus lumus siapkan semuanya by the end of this week. memang parah. tapi i will try my best to setel everything before the deathline. opps! :p
okay, back to work. i have to. this is my responsibility. kena ikhlas, insyaALLAH.
pray for me :)